The End of The Ancient Imposter Illusion Spell
Preliminary ramifications + how to engage with the results
On Mon July 29, I exploded an ancient macro spell that was causing 99% of imposter and shame. The effects have been rippling through since.
It has begun landing in the human plane yesterday morning (Aug 3) and will keep rippling through the human layers of density, reaching each individual based on their own predominant personal density.
I am organizing the vast amount of data and experience that occurred over the 3 full days of working with this to the ultimate conclusion on 7/29. I will share that soon.
In the meantime, this particular post from February has lots of relevance which my later deeper dive share will reveal. I have unlocked it from only available to paid subscribers so that all can access it:
https://melaniegillespie.substack.com/p/the-expanded-triple-helix
This was an ancient, BEYOND ancient illusion spell. The first dark/ill-purposed illusion spell magic in this Cosmos.
It has been the root of most experiences of shame, not good enough, imposter emotions.
It functioned with a complex webbing of illusion that deceives while appearing to reveal and leaves one oscillating back and forth between possible truths with unsurety.
One outcome of this spellwork has been the shifting of beings’ sourcing of knowing from the inner unique center and towards an outer center source.
From this more layers of experience have occurred than could ever be cataloged properly, including of course the spell of patriarchy of which we have been in recent conversation.
Additionally, the spell was held within mechanical structures from the earliest creations of machines, far into the before times, before the so called galactic wars as they are more commonly understood (these understandings about the origins of which are largely quite incomplete)
This machinery had no sentience to it. But was fashioned impeccably nonetheless.
Working through several stages of detaching it within myself and my body was necessary to free the original creations of my cosmic self designed for the purpose of ending the spell itself.
I hope to tell this story in detail in an audio transmission sometime soon but in the meantime, these pieces have been wanting to be shared around.
At the explosion of the spell, the machinery containing it exploded. I have been calling the machinery container for the spell the Death Star because it looked very similar and access into it was only possible with the original cosmic machinery within myself that had been locked up and unavailable to me via these “after market add ons” as I have been referring to the other layers within me that had to be painstakingly disengaged from my body and deconstructed.
After the explosion, everything went silent.
This was an extraordinary moment that I and the friend helping me with this process both experienced immediately.
It was the relief of the absence of machine noise in the field.
Like when a constant machine is on in the background for so long you have forgotten it’s there, believing yourself to be in silence.
When it suddenly turns off, the true silence is so powerfully overwhelmingly relieving and dominant that you can hardly believe the relief.
All we could feel was ORGANIC. NOTHING ELSE.
The relief was heavenly beyond description.
Please note I am no luddite, machines are not the enemy, but I am in deep devotion to the deep sacred current of lifeforce. Machinery CAN be created which is in pure service to this devotion.
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Additional concepts worth noting in brief and not at all inclusive, but that have been very loud in the field recently include:
Academia: not just in the literal sense, but the firewalling or gatekeeping of archived and gathered knowledge and then the privileging of this over iner sourcing and knowing.
Currently, we see the societal fights between these as polarities, when in fact they will eventually come together again as they did in before times.
You may know that when I started Off The Map seven years ago, my tagline was “science + spirit | research + magic,” which was directly speaking into this combining and uniting of wisdom sources.Shame: feel into whether you may now be in the absence of shame within your body and field.
The body habit of it will be strong, but if the early ripples have reached you, you will find the absence of shame.
TAKE YOUR TIME exploring what this liberation actually will mean for you going forward…Plagiarism: this one is very subtle because on the surface it would appear to be obvious, the stealing of others’ work and calling it your own. Of course, this is fundamentally the case.
Consider energetic plagiarism, however. What would this even mean or look like?
I am not speaking here of siphoning or vampirism.
Consider the experience of the empath. This is someone able to feel the experience of another directly in their own body or energy field.
Commonly, empaths struggle with experiencing life as too permeable. They struggle in settings with others whose energy doesn’t feel good to them or with ongoing parasite issues. They struggle to find their own center and understand their identity.
At times they believe they ARE the identity and experience of others whose energy and experience they are feeling.
They often spend their whole lives stuck in the ME:NOT ME core dilemma of this human life.
What does this mean for those to whom the empath has attached their identity in that moment, however?
I regularly have people tell me after I share a personal story of my other lives or inner esoteric experiences that they too share the same story.
Sometimes this feels genuinely shared from a place of honesty, regardless of it feels correct to me.
Sometimes it feels like a harvest attempt to take from me or get on top of me, like the crabs in the bucket zero sum game of patriarchal human society.
Regardless of intent, when it feels incorrect, it requires extra energy work on my part to disentangle that mistake from my own shared energy.
I say this without effort to blame or shame, only to point out how this may be a common experience for you, more than you realize, and also one of the darker sides of why empaths really do need help and understanding in their journey to move into proper inner authority.
It is also useful to know that virtually no empaths occur in humanity at this time without having experienced very challenging trauma in the earliest portions of their incarnation. So it is a deeply tangled journey.
Trauma serves to radically heighten shame and imposter infiltration.
Resources to help you with all this:
If you’d like to drop more deeply into the experience of the organic, I suggest The Green Mother guided audio I shared recently.
In regards to working with this macro working for yourself, I don’t at this time feel there is a specific new directive for others.
The focus for our shared evolutionary journey remains:
Ever developing and strengthening skill and capacity and stamina for neurobiological management, organization, and regulation;
Ever deepening the access to your unique ESSENCE and the embodiment of that into your human physical and sense of identity;
Opening to your unique gifts and how to most cleanly and fully express and share them with the world.
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I invite humans with a highly gifted brain to work with me privately at this time to accelerate and smooth their evolutionary journey into making their deepest potential manifest in tangible reality in this life.
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Were you born with a highly gifted brain?
Here are some commonalities of those born with highly gifted brains which you may recognize and what they may mean:
(And by the way, being born with a highly gifted brain places you in the top 2% of intrinsic intellectual/creative potential, but it’s just a birth characteristic like being born with green eyes - also only about 2% of the global population, incidentally - or being born with incredible athletic potential.)
Incredibly driven but only motivated by inner factors versus what others say should drive us
Life orients around our insatiable interest in pattern recognition evidenced by phases, often overlapping of 'ALL THE THINGS' compulsive learning and mastery cycles
Our dreams are dramatically crazier and outlandish. We have been told since we were little, "That's not possible," but we don't care what others think so we then defy expectations time and time again
We live our own personal mythology proudly - unicorn horns and wings sparkle and shine, baby. it's not our problem if that makes others feel weird. (When we are telling our mythology to ourselves darkly, this creates a really rough path, however, making the typical 'dark night of the soul' look like just an off day)
We require the experience of forward movement and momentum at a far greater pace and regularity than other people. Very great white shark vibes: forward movement is how we breathe.
Our drive for meaning and purpose is everything.
Even after summiting all the pinnacles, we eventually find ourselves restless and unsatisfied.
This is due to a very specific function of the gifted brain which has not been explored or understood in human history, sciences, or philosophies until now:
The highly gifted brain has a very specific esoteric and metaphysical purpose and function.
Until we unlock that for ourselves, we will remain perennially cycling through our frustrating and unique cycle of...
... new idea, excited building, less enthusiastic completion, achievement finalized, dissatisfaction - even boredom, chasing the next new idea to bloom, rinse/repeat.